Saturday | April 12, 2008

poems #2

Alone!

I am alone in this world I world I do not know,
everyone is different everyone speeks different things,
I am alone in this world, a world that thinks I am a fake, and that I should not exist because they are unclear about my birth.
Sometimes I believe them, Sometimes I think I should not live but I keep pushing to find a place...
My very own place in this world so I will be a part of this magnificent puzzle,that is my new world,
the new world that I will protect with all of my strength even though I am not that strong I will try.
I will try to be a butterfly, the most radiant butterflu that they have ever seen.

i hope u like it i made this one all by myself!!
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poems!

Elemental Love!

"An over flowing melody brilliantly invites into your sturring heart,
To the morrow, like the wind, which we cannot see.
If we weave each persons painted memories into the future,
we could grasp ahold of that " someday" at which miracles smile?
i feel i need you...i just miss you in my life.
Dont let go!
Keep holding onto this hand of mine all the way to the glittering place opened to us in the future.
Heart of mine,
flap your wings,
Dont loose your way!
From the instant I met you, ive transended time and shined brightly
With you
Eternally!!"

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Monday | August 18, 2008

lost

i cant keep feeling sorry for myself anymore
its time to let it go
time to move right on with my life
its time to go on down that road
cause the sun is just riseing
with each beat of my heart i get stronger
more able to move away
to be able to run walk and laugh my way to happiness.
i let it rain on my world i wont let myself die
i just want to be me
i may be lost on this path now
but when the time comes my light will shine
and show me the way out of the darkness
and that light is your love!
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Saturday | August 16, 2008

FRIENDS

SHYANNE: pft ooh fuck!!
whats not to say about this weird girl,shes funny and blond and like SEX ALOT!!!with a guy named tom whos SEXY SUPERMODEL HOTTT!!
oh and she likes the big butts and the big penis and PAIN! hes a great persone and funny ilove her!!

MOrgan: shes messed!(loser) but shes my best firend shes annoying and she likes to have sex with shyanne on hillarys face!!!!
her bf is also sexy but who cares shes a very good persona nd i love her! oh and morgan has a high sex drive!!

Hillary: shes fucked up! shes funnier than hell and we all lover her shes a good friend and we can always count on her but she laughs funny and snorts and that makes us all laugh even harder and then her so yeah its a never ending time of laughs around her ! she also has a twin Heather shes very nice and smart she loves the boys and they love her shes fun to be around and is fun to party with!

Jillian: shes like my sister! she has the same exact birthday as me and we were born in the same hospital also our parents were friends before us so we are really tight! Same for her sister Stephanie jillian i can relate to more but steph is funny shit she knows how to make me laugh when im hurt! i love them both!

Colleen: what can i say about her well she was one of my vey first best friends she helped me connect with people and she can always make a bad situation a good one she also has the best since of humor shes always moving and is very energitic!

Travis: hes soi much fun to be around hes moving away but he'll be back hes good at basket ball and is very nice he also gives the best advice hes our loveable man!

i camt get though all of my firends but they each have good qualities and bad ones but ilove them all for who they are and i would not cahange a thing about a one of them!!


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Friday | August 15, 2008

Stars:to the Tune of : Vanessa Mae - Sailor Moon violin Medley

As the stars shopt in the black sky,
You will always be there by my side
just like abest friend to me
you are very special
You are my one and only Love of my Life!
Ohh!!
When the sun rises oh so very high
and then you'll be right here by my side
to comfort and hold me tight
to alwats love
to be the one ive always dreamed or at night
Ohhh!
da na da na na na! x2 oh!!
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MORE

When you left,that me died
and each time you come back
I turn into me, But when you leave
So does a peice of me that never comes back!

Ever since I can Remember
You've always been the one to see me though
I would give anything just to see you again,
You're so much more than just a Friend!!
ily♥♥
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Love

The kind of love that wont wash away,
to be.
Like the stars in the bright night sky,
You light my night.
like the waves in the deep blue sea,
you wash over me.
I think im in love with you,
but ive never been swept away.
Ive never felt this kind of love,
and for you to leave i would die.
Like the stars in the bight night sky,
You light my night.
But somethings never last,
So stop comeing back.

By: Simone!!:D:D
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Friday | July 11, 2008

random charming veggie girl stuff thats random!

in my heart we are together and i love you
but in reality we are far apart
every step i take tears me up a little more inside!

it feels like your draning everything i am out of me
your taking my heart and handing it back broken
im sick of this i want out, i want to be free!

like the birds flying high with hopes and dreams
i wnat to be free!
Like the fish in the sea seeing new things
i wnat to be free!

and most importanly i wnat to be free of you
i dont want to be hated
i dont want to be hit and i dont want to hate you

why cant we just be freinds
why cant you accept that i've moved on
and why cant you see im done with this shit!!

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animal rights!

i hate being pushed to be someone or do something that i do not wnat to , i am being guilted to live with my mom and pushes to live with my dad at the moment i live with my aunt and my cousin, dont get me wrong me and morgan are tight she like my other half but it seems like no one cares what i wnat to do or where i wnat to live, me personally i want to get out of my family entirly and move to the other side of fucking canada!! i just wnat to go far away and never come back,.
When im with my family i cant be me i have to be good and proper but the real me always finds a way out to get me in trouble, oh and if your wondering im a tad bit EMO! i like dark thinks i listen to heavey metal goth music and i love the colour black but i dont care if they dont accept that it really bothers me that they all try to make me eat Meat i hate it its cruel and mean its like killing a person for my own benifiet its just fucking stupid because now a days we can live without it but we choose not to im a vegetairn and i plan to become a Vegan i hate fur and im completly agnist the world and shit! oh and a good site fo this is Peta2.org check it out ! omg did you know that in ALL milk and milk products theres blood and puss yes i said PUSS from untreated wonds on the cows!! and when they are castrated and branded they are not given and pain killers its cruel! im also agint animal teasting and this is the stuff that my family is into theydont see a problem if it gives them better makeup and food thats not nessary this is why i dont like my family i just wnat to crawl under a rock and disapear!they dont support me and what i believe in and they are mean creul and horrible people all of them!! well maby not morgan because she is like my sister and she knows everything about me because i tell her so she sorta knows what im going through! well sorry for the spelling mistakes bye till another day !!

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Wednesday | June 18, 2008

heart in my chest

once there was a heart in my chest but now its just a rock because you have left it all burnt up and dead!i miss you so very much but now that your gone how did you expect me to keep you if your not here!?

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Sunday | June 08, 2008

cheeters

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